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- It's the end -

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- and so, I've made up my mind -

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- I pray hard my prayers can be answered -

自言自语

天是灰色的　雨是透明的

心是灰色的　我是透明的

愛是盲目的　恋是瘋狂的
痴是可悲的　我是绝对的
你是自由的　我是附屬的
她是永远的　我是错误的
梦是美好的　你是残酷的
我是灰色的　我是透明的

love listening to this song, one of my fav song..for years...
same old feeling driving me mad
I foresee a long healing period… long… long

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way
If you are not mine then why does your heart my calls
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I don’t know what the future brings, but i know your here with me now
We'll make it through and I hope you are the one i share my life with

I don’t wanna run away but i can’t take it i don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that i can stay in your arms

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head
If you’re not for me then why does this distance name my life
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife
I don’t know why you’re so far away but i know this much is true
We'll make it through and I hope you are the one I share my life with
And i wish that you could be the one I die with
And i pray that you’re the one I build my home with I hope i love you all my life

Cause I miss you body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and i pray for the strength to stand today
Cause i love you whether it’s wrong or right and though I can’t be with you tonight
And though my heart is by your side

8月15

中秋节快乐

好想提灯笼...

Brand new day

with blue sky...
don't be sad...it's just the new beginning of your life

Hello Rainbow

I shoulda known to walk away and disappeared without a trace
but instead I stood there waiting, hoping you would come around
but you always found a way to let me down

I just don't want to waste another day, nothings will never be the same
you make me sick, I need to walk away
after all the things I've done for you, you never tried to do the same
it's like you always play the victim
and I'm the one you always blame
I'm sick of feeling down
I can’t erase and I can't keep this inside
so I guess it's time for me to say goodbye

looking for rainbow, find out for certain
love is gonna be there for me

Long gone and Moved on - The Script

I still don’t know how to act
Don’t know what to say
Still wear the scars like it was yesterday
But you’re long gone and moved on
Cause you’re long gone
But I still don’t know where to start, still finding my way
Still talk about you like it was yesterday
But you’re long gone and moved on

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wake up to another dreadful morning... pick myself up to work

all that I can see and feel is the lost... the problem... tha pain
my life is just too occupied by my sadness... its too sad to live in the fear
I pray for recovery

幸福

无聊, 所以随手抽了张照片就改了改...

什么都不懂, 也没有所谓的艺术细胞... 就改到我觉得喜欢或满意或合我心意就吧...

没什么特别意思

只是很向往

幸福

I will follow you...

... and the day will come when you say

you belong to me

Messi

-Balik Pulau-

07.09.2010

don’t come to me with your mess

I can see it from a mile away

寂寞寂寞就好

超喜欢它的歌词, 完全符合我现在心里想要说的话

还是原来那个我
不过流掉几公升泪 所以变瘦
对着镜子我承诺 迟早我会换这张脸应对笑容
不算什么 爱错就爱错 早点认错 早一点解脱

我寂寞寂寞就好 这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到 受不了伤到 快疯掉
死不了 就还好

我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到 忘不了 赖着 不放掉
人本来就寂寞的 借来的 都该还掉
我总会把你戒掉

还是原来那个你
是我自己做梦你又改变什么
再多的爱也没用 每个人有每个人的业障因果
会有什么 什么都没有
早点看破 才看的见以后

我寂寞寂寞就好 这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到 受不了 伤到 快疯掉
死不了 就还好

我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到 忘不了 赖着 不放掉
人本来就寂寞的 我总会把你戒掉

上.下.左.右.

上个周末要xjun给我拍了一缉照片, 效果还真的不错噎...满意

很开心, 因为看到照片里那个可以开怀大笑的自己...

突然发现, 原来我真的可以把自己的情绪掩饰得很好

当天早上, 其实状况并不是太好, 头很疼, 睡眠不足...心情更是陷入最低谷

外头正好下着雨, 赶紧发了短讯给xjun说: [下雨啊]

我其实是想说, [不如改期吧!]

不停地为自己找尽借口...一点都不想去拍...

xjun说过 [我喜欢你的笑容, 要拍你笑得很开心的]

一想到这, 我就开始皱眉头...头更疼

我笑得出来吗? 我都快要崩溃了, 到那里找笑容给你啦?

没一会儿, xjun的短讯就来啦... [雨停了.]

昏, 没借口不去了... 只好乖乖做准备...

整个过程挺好玩的, 毕竟没有尝试过在人多的地方这样摄...摄...摄...

心情慢慢好转... 培养培养情绪...既然来了...就拍好它吧...

姿势方面有待改进...要努力学习

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